Sick, DOwn and Depressed Week

Have been so sick for the past week. Lost my voice and my had a bit of difficulty breathing as i was choking on my own phlegm.
Something bad even happen this week.. Actually Quarrel with my Gf for two days. I really feel as if we dun understand one another at one juncture. We just pick on one another words and rebuke one another. It was such a torturous session that I dun even feel like recalling. I am sorry sweetheart, actually makes u cry for the whole night. I feel so bad and furthermore ur illness worsens.

However, I wasn’t any better, I broke down on the second day too. Hide myself in the Toilet’s cubicle at AS6 for like half an hour. Oh boy, am I stuck in the Cubicle? Can’t come out with my both eyes swollen, u know? Hey DB, does it remind u of anything? Haha. => Anyway, my mind were still in a complete mess with no idea of what to do.
I Sought the help of an angel, and she suggest that I should be patience with my gf.
Someone who understands her and understand my situation.

From run down to confident, I felt everything could be resolved. Bought Tea, waffle and some goodie and went to Raffles hall to find her. (In Chinese drama, they always say, *Matters can be calmly resolved over a cup of tea*, so here I am trying to apply it to reality) But she was already so sick that she was coiling herself up on the bed. It pain my heart to see her in such a condition. I felt so bad, So so so bad. Why on earth am I doing? Sigh…… After that, Quarreling is a history… we lived happily ever after. =>

Hey, Yenleng, my apology, everytime when we study together hor, den something will crop up. Feels so bad. But know u are very nice one rite? Haha.. Still can Study together next time rite?

God bless all of us. Take care dear friends!! Lets strive hard to lead a meaningful life together!

2Nd part of the day- InSpIrEd By AnThOnY

THe 2nd part of the day was equally good,
After thumbs up, went to KFC with ANthony, Wow!!! That MAn ah, i really am full of praise for him. He seems to be leading such a godly life lo and he just makes such a great role model.
Hey anthony! WOw, really Worth admiring man!
Get to have a nice chat with him over lunch as we eat our Kfc from 3.15 to 4.30. can u believe it?
He is actually fasting every lunch meal and he had a purpose. That is, coz he believe every single cents he saved for his lunch would be contributed to his YEP project at the end of the year. On top of that
He is training to be A g12 leader and his spiritual life just seems to be growing at an exponential,breakneck rate. Keep it up man ANthony!! Well done la!

Services was great Too! During the service, one of my cell group member, Xiaoshan, look quite tired as he slump onto the chair during the svc. Even though hi is someone who seems to have a holy life and seems spiritually ok, still he look physically, quite weak. Therefore,i started to pray for GOd to use me in order to give him strength and uplift his physical strength. At this juncture, XiaoSHan said he wanted to pray for me instead.
It just taken me aback and think i think that it was quite funny how both of us wanted to pray for each other coincidentally. But thanks Xiaoshan!! I prayed for yating on that day too!! And i can't believe my eyes!! FX(yating cell's cell's leader -2 level up_) looks like she is so YOung! Can't believe it!

Went out with my Sec School Best friends at night. Namely, Waileong,Ruifeng, Valli, Ling Xiang and Huijuan. It was so endearing to meet up with u people!! Hey, Feng!! Thanks for spending time to lok at my blog man!!! Can't wait to meet up again soon.

Anyway, i want to grow in all 4 aspects, Spiritually, physically, emotionally and intellectually!!! Hey, friends out there, lets grow together okay!! Way to go.

Ps: It joyful to see ur comments here joy, keep posting! =>

okay okay.. now is 3.31 am liao.. Super tired liao.. furthermore i am like literally so sick that i got no voice liao. Take care friends, till i blog again!

InSpIrEd bY ALL tHe YoUtH iN CcK And AnThOny!!

YEah!!! BLogging Time again. WOW!!! Always feel so great to be able to blog. Haha, Actually i like doing quite a lot of stuff, recently i realise. Seems that time is never enough.

Oh!!! YESH YESH YESH!!!! THe *THumbs Up* camp on sat. As promised. Let me share the details with u people okay. THe Experiece WERE Just SIMply GREAT!! WOw... THe day went like this

WAKIE WAKIE... I look at the clock and i realized that it was only 5.55am. I can't believe my eyes. haha... This is the first time this year that i wake up so early lo!!! Though a bit tired coz of the short sleep (3.5hr) I manage to gather some energy, kept it in my soul. W"Ould my abundance of energy be released or would it be dissipitate sliently" i thought to myself.

Took the Mrt and i reach the CCK Station COntrol at 7.25, 5 minutes earlier than i anticipated. ANthony said hi and he look a bit stun to see me turn up in Yellow.
*Hey!!! TOt i mention about wearing Orange*
QL: Oh, couldn't find my Orange Shirt, and this is the closest colour to Orange la, Can LA!! Haha, Suddenly my spontaneous laughter was cut short. ANthony suddenly bring to my attention that the people around me going for this volunteer program *thumbs up* are all wearing ORANGE.

Suddenly i feel out of Group. *Sad *sad. BUt nothing could dampen my spirits, Rite Yenleng, i am a *CamPer* after all.

In no time, We reached CCK secondary school already. The fun was just beginning. Wow!!! ENergy is really Contagious! The people in Thumbs Up seems to be so FULLY CHARGED AND EXCITED.. and their energy just enhances mine.

Oh Boy, am i excited!! I get to be a facilitator in the main com (jamie's class) and it seems great with her exciting presentation.

Coz this was my first time With *THumbs Up*, i get to joined in with the rest of the student and we did the profiling together. The profiling is like a test to find out the personality of each individual. Namely there are 4 types (D, I, S and C)and the test would indicate where ur personality tends towards.
1)THe purpose of the profiling is to tell them that each and individual are just plain unique and different.
2)That, because we have a better understanding of oneself and others, we can grow to appreciate the people, friends, and classmates, no matter what their type is.
3) TO Create a world of acceptance and understanding btw people

Actually while Jamie was describing how each personality, i thought of a few friends.
(This is just a very brief summary) Perhaps u all can guess what kinda personality u all are like.
1) D tends to be very direct and determined
they sometimes do thing without considering other's people emotions.
It is not that they are EMotionless creatures, just that they are very work oriented, very motvated by power and Control.
THey tend to ask the WHAT qns in situation.
They are the one that loves challenges and are very determined. THus they make Natural leaders. (someone came to my mind)

2)THose high in I, tend to be very interactive. They are the very people-oriented type. *Jamie says she likes high I people's company because they are always very cheerful and bright and always have a way of making people happy.

High I people is very motivated by being accepted and recognised and they fear being rejected. They find it easy to start Conversation.
U can identified a high I person by the question he ask if u ask him out
usually they be the one asking .. WHO is going ah?

THey are the people that seems very happy and fun to be with as they are very sensitive to peopls' feeling and will be talkative at the right time.

If u need to plan an outing, u actually just need to tell a HIgh I, actually, the rest is settled!! ( i thought of somebody too)

3) Hi S personality are people who are Very People Oriented too. They are the one who are the very Sincere Kind and they are usually the more shy Kind. They are always very Patient, supportive and easy going.
for i.e. if u ask ur friends, hey!! where do u all wanna eat huh...
den they reply "Anything lo."
Kfc or macdonalds leh?
Anything lo.
they are very agreeable and they fears uncertainty and major changes
THey likes stability and security and is very happy to have a rounitne.
They are so patient that they would listen to a person talk, even if its a wrong number!
THey may not have many good friends, but will have one or 2 very good buddies..
they are the very Loyal kind and will give in to arguements even if they know that they are right.
(I KNOW who is this type!!!)
4) WHile those in high C likes accuracy and Order
They are very meticulous and because of that, they fear criticism of their work.
They are very careful with their work and like to analyse data.
Because of these, they may take 3 secs to appreciate a joke..
Coz they need to analyse it first..
THey are the one that always follow the rules and get upset if someone breaks a rule.

So, we went through all this profiling with the Sec2 kids, who look like they are still in the processs of being mould.

GOd seems to spoke to me as i sat through the class. He seems to tel em that these kids, being still young, need someone, in thier life to be thier role model and guardian to innoculate values into them. I felt that, my sec school life can be better with someone leading the way. ANd a burning passion and desire seems to tell me that i have to do something with the kids to lead them to thie individual attainments and passion.

Soon, the session was over, and i was very encourage by the positive comments that the students wrote on the feedback form. Though i didn't do much, they actually thought i was a good facilitator!!! AMazED and U can say!! i AM really on CLoud high!!

Donation Blood

Went to donate blood 2 days back. Wow! it was my first time and i was actually quite nervous. But it makes me slightly weaker these few days i guess, but i think that it is definitely worth it. ANyway, thanks to Kenny, he persuade me to go for the blood donation and he even send me home after that!! SO nice. =P

Hey Weixin and Bobby, thanks for the enthusiasium for wanting to see my blog and know whats have been happening in my interesting life. Haha!! Anyway, haven't been blogging these few days because i have been feeling quite stressed and perplexed. Situations that put me in seemingly unresolvable scenario. So much so that my mind is full with thoughts and in denial and dun want to do anything. Seems to lost all my motivation all in a day's work.

However, thanks god for the treasured friends around me. He send me an angel to take the same bus yesterday. Who patiently listens to how i am feelings and she took some parts of my burden away. Thanks Yanling, for being so sweet.

YEAH!!! Finally get to go for a run after a week! Wah... as i Change into my running attire and left my clothes in my locker at AS1, i feel kinda awkward. Aiya, Running shorts is really short lo, den still have to bypass the heavily traffic place, our deck (the arts canteen) Feel that people were staring, or could it be my own hallucination. =P

Perhaps it was the blood donation, usually, jogging for 5 km shouldn't be a problem, but as i tried running (on thurs) from biz.. up the slope to the Central Lib.. to YiH, To science fac, to NUH and den to PGP and back to biz. I feel kinda tired after about 3.2km. Feel like coughing and vomitting... Perhaps, i should run after donating blood.. haha.. I dunno. Feel so weak leh, so much so that, i didn't even complete the run leh!

WOW!! So happening. I remember last year, on every single friday, after our MAcro lecture, my Da_Leo Og would always go to Macdonalds for a mini gathering and catch up on one's another life. it is always good to have such happy memory. After our econometric lecture, Jane brought up this. This bring back the burning passion and desire and den the next thing we know, we were in MAcdonalds!!! hahaha... Talking crab and having fun. Wanted to have more pple one, but, some of them were tired lo, den never come. but not bad lo.. got 6 people!! Wanzi, Kenny, Jane, Junxiang, Shandy and Qinlong. => Chatted a bit and laughter roars... Hey da_leo people, when we going to have our MAcdonalds outing again huh?

Yeah! Den went for Cell group with Kenny, it was great. Kenny actually lead a prayer for the *Lao Jiao* (old birds) in our cell lo. Cell group ended later than expected, and anthony was already waiting for me for around 10 mins. Felt so bad. Have a nice chat with him and realised that he was a great soldier too in the past. Heard that he was some best soldier or something. FOr further details,can ask him k?

Wow!! Anthony, actually leave very near me lo!! His house just across a road only. Went for supper with him and had a nice chat. He intro me to the program *thumbs up* and i be going this sat lo.. Heard that Yiding went for one of the session and he literally gave a thumb up man! I shall tell u all soon, how it feels like but i already have anticipating the FUn and laughter!! How can any camp leave Qinlong out of the picture right?

New Outing for us people?? Fun and swim in the Jurong swimming complex

Started off my monday with Monday blues. Usually, When i wake up, i usually feel very refreshed with a great abundance of energy. However, it is weird that i felt so tired and lethargic today. Think that it is because, i haven't been exercising much recently. Yeah, enjoyed the KTV session with, Yating, yenleng, Ivan, Wanzi and Junming yesterday. Think it was great that there we could all try to meet up though everyone is busy with their own stuff. Thanks you people for making such an effort!! SO nice! really sweet of u guys and really like all ur company much. Think that yenleng and ivan got a *not bad* voice..WHile my voice still a bit sucky. But no worries, think i just need to practice hard.. One day i surely become the K ge zi wa!! ANd take over the award from IVan. Soon ur time would be over, bro!! Hahaha *evil laugh. BUt i just feel so bad and so angry with the management in Party World. Free Ktv Room voucher = No free KTV room voucher..In the end, we have to pay the same price with no extra discount!! *FUMING mad!!
Sorry guys, for the unforseen circumstances. Dun blame me ok? next time we blacklist PARTY WORLD.. Lets go K BOX.

Thinking of Next outing? where shall we go people? I am always enthusiastic about exercises, and we have, since the Malaysia trip, said that we would, one day go to the Juorng Swimming complex to swim, exercise and play..Shall we people?

Today, Kenny, admited himself, that he have a tendency to shout at the Aunties when he makes his order for food. Poor Auntie. Always have to endure people shouting at them.
Hope Anthony and Yenleng would do well for their exams tomolo!!

Sigh, my dearest sweetheart is down with a headache, flu and etc.. Take care dear. God Bless you. May u find the strength in yourself, in me and in the Lord. Will be there for u okay? Anyway, i won't buy curry chicken and Xiao wan mian for u in the future coz i know u wont like. Sorry, but i will commit them to memory. Take care dear.

Starting of a new Life!!

Wow!! Everyone has a blog, mysterious also wanna have. This has been something that i wanted to do like since dunno when, but i have always been procrastinating. But something in me feel that i shouldn't procrastinate anymore after viewing Ty, jane, and Yl's blog. hahaha. Perhaps i was inspire by what she says. As in my life may not be as interesting as hers. Haha.. Not TRue Not true. So here i am. Decided to Set up this blog. => Mm.. but seriously setting up these blog,

i have 3 purposes in mind.

1) So that as i read my friends' blog, i can reciprocate and allow them to read mine too
2) A great way to Share my deepest thoughts
3) to Record down what is happening in my most happening years.

Anyway... Just hoping that our DA_Leo Spirit stays strong. I really enjoy the company of all my Da_leoers. Especially for a few, Yating, Yenleng, yanling, wanzi for being so *On* to join the 'O' week this sem. Hope u all enjoyed it as much as i do. Ivan For being my Dear buddy last sem. This sem still is the making process. Anyway, DB, u still own me a ride back to BOON LAY...!!! SO Not fair.. haha Kenny, for studying and teaching me. Helping to develop my intellect and motivate me to study. Junxiang for being my good friend last time. Cailing for always being such a great friend, and always being there for people and *Gong Dai like me. Jane for making the effort of always coming to OG outing though she is always busy.And many many more people in my life that makes a difference.

Haha.... Suddenly feel like award ceremony.. Anyway, Today is the first day i blog.. so must show support okay. Okay Mysterious will be back again!!!!