Microecons

Yes! Yesterday i was so sick, den my gf even ask me to go back home, just in case i passed her the flu. Wasn't very happy to hear that u know? But still i went back to rest. I tried studying a bit yesterday but it was terrible, nothing seems to be going in with my running nose. WEnt to sleep and tot to myself to have faith

Still got a bit of hangover from yesterday, as i walk down the stairs in clementi, suddenly i feel like fainting. With quick reaction, i tried to grab on to the handle on the right hand side of me... Luckily i manage to grab the right thing, coz there were many people walking behind me.

Reached the exam hall, and i prepare my heart to do paper. Sigh, i came out of the hall wanting..
the paper was just too difficult, I really feel so sad, my saddest paper today.

Mm.. Wah!!! Think most of the people ending their exams already, cant wait to end my also! Going to play hard hard, and exercise lots to get back my shape..

Bye people! Lets go out soon okay? 2 more days!
Joel 2:13
Rend your heart
and not your garments.
Return to the LORD your God,
for he is gracious and compassionate,
slow to anger and abounding in love,
and he relents from sending calamity.
14 Who knows? He may turn and have pity
and leave behind a blessing-
grain offerings and drink offerings
for the LORD your God.

Have to pray hard to pass the micro econs paper! Meanwhile for those still having exams, hang on!

Commandments

Wow.. it has been quite some time since I last blog. Therefore, think I want to spend some time writing my thoughts.

To start of my tots, let me quote a passage from the bible which I happen to read today.
thought it was quite good and i think it makes sense.

The Greatest Commandment Mark 12:28

One of the teachers of the law came and heard them debating. Noticing that Jesus had given them a good answer, he asked him, "Of all the commandments, which is the most important?"
"The most important one," answered Jesus, "is this: 'Hear, O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is one. Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.' The second is this: 'Love your neighbor as yourself. There is no commandment greater than these."

It makes sense to me and I think that love is such a nice thingy. Wondrous, beautiful, shapeless and an intangible asset in this world. But as I grow up, it seems that things become so complicated. The more I study, the more knowledge that I try to absorb, the more understanding I have, things start to change, it seems like things doesn’t remain as simple.

But I am happy. Happy with everything I have. Contended with life.. Really wanna give thanks for everyone that have come into my life. Especially those that have touched me and leave footprints in my heart. AS I look back at the picture taken during Malaysia, it does bring back nice and sweet memories. Think it was quite fun though there were much disturbances during one of the nite… u guys knows what I am talking about la.. ranging from the *Yan chan Hui* put up by Yanling, who provides real laughter for us…
Dengqi farting onto ivan blankets and pillow…
Wanzi and Junming nite performance, Ivan *Bo ta Bo Lum pa* Scandal of *wo yao bao bao for yenleng* And koala bear hugging the tree for yt*
Reflecting on issues that were raise.. conflict that we had… unhappiness shared.. and happiness during the Malaysia trip was really nice to reflect upon lah.
But memories are still memories.. But I really treasure them lots.. and wanna give thanks for all the friends I have in nus, Jc and sec school.

Thanks to Kenny too, for being so helping and nice, always sharing his stuff.
Was ruminating on wat yating says just now. Seems that people are more selfish in University while her social workers friends are more willing to exchange ideas. Think still have to work upon the unity.. Lets form our discussion grp next sem okay!@

Wanna give thanks to my mum for always being so sweet to me.. I love u mum
Though u may not see this because u dun come online.. But I rally love u lots.

Think that there is really a purpose in my life.. and I am going to fulfilled what I have to do. DO not procrastinate anymore. I know I can. Everyone in this world is an unique individual who can be at their best or at their worst. It depends on which side u wanna set urself upon. Be blessed and find the path.

Anyway, got to go liao.. till I blog again.

Passion and desire?

Even if I caused you sorrow by my letter, I do not regret it. Though I did regret it--I see that my letter hurt you, but only for a little while-- 2 Corinthians 7

Someone told me today, usually when u start of a blog, for the first few days, you would be very enthusiastic, but the passion for it would slowly die off. A large proportion of the people seems to fall inside this category. New things, be it, new laptop, new spectacles, new windbreaker, new drumset,new car, new blog. Some of us would get excited easily, but our passion for it does not last as long.I always wonder, is this true? Do we commit this fallacy. Is nothing everlasting?

I dun think so. Even though, I myself does have similar tendency. However, I know that I can. I saw myself burn with passion and vigor before. Intrinsic fighting spirits that engulf my burning passion soak with the desire to look forward to every single mins of my life. . I like the Energetic feelings. I simply love it. But I am still trying to find every bit and pieces of the jigsaw back.

Think that life can be complex or simple. Sometimes it is the way we view our situation.
Sometimes it is the way our deposition makes us to be. However, all can be changed. We can be a better person that we always want to be. Everyone can. It is a matter of whether we want it a not. Nothing is IMPOSSIBLE. If u dare to Dream, then u are truly living.

I would like to commit this passage to one of my dear friend..
Everything is changing with a speed of uncertainty. What is yours today, might not be yours tomolo. But i believe that whatever is yours will be yours. Take care, friend. Just wanna encourage and give u moral support and let u know that whatever happens, u still have me as your dear friend. Whether your star continues to shine with its illuminating light or whether it starts to fade away in the backdrop of the universe, A friend will still be a friend. Will be there.

Exams are coming and everyone should be studying quite hard. God bless all my friends who are working hard and studying for thy exams.
Take care and exams would be over in a twinkling of an eye.
Personally like Chapter in Cor quite a lot..
So got to share this passage with my friends. =>
2 Corinthians 2

1So I made up my mind that I would not make another painful visit to you. 2For if I grieve you, who is left to make me glad but you whom I have grieved? 3I wrote as I did so that when I came I should not be distressed by those who ought to make me rejoice. I had confidence in all of you, that you would all share my joy. 4For I wrote you out of great distress and anguish of heart and with many tears, not to grieve you but to let you know the depth of my love for you.

Knowledge is important, friendship is fundamental

Wow, it had been quite a long time since i last blog. Have been very busy with studying for the exams. Seems like the world revolve around studying everyday recently. However, still i manage to squeeze some time to meet up with my friends.

Went out with waileong for dinner on Sunday. It was quite nice to see him, He hasn't change bit, still someone with a heart of gold and vigour. He just Ord and is currently looking for a job. He told me that his passion is to find a job that is either link to community work or something linked to logistic. Through i could clearly see that he didn't enjoy his NS life a single bit, he still manage to get through it with grit and strong determination. Someone who is highly principled and able to cope with dissonace and do what his required or his role. Waileong is my best buddy and whenever i think about him, i just can't help but reflect on what happen in the past.

His patience on me is always so amazing deep. Thanks, for our great friendship. Anyway,i believe that u would be able to get a job soon. => God bless u.

Know that some of my friends are running through a bad and rough patch now. Guess it always not easy to love someone unconditionally, being coupled with expectation and reciprocity. Anyway hope Sunshine will come after the rain friends, in the mean time, Must concentrate on the more immediate battle, Our Exams!!
Exams Are coming, seems like the last lap of a road race. Time to give it our all!

Act with Ty and her family in the cty club jap restaurant. Feel so bad that her father always treat me to dinner. But guess, it is like a farewell dinner for her sister who is going to A youth expedition in Thailand. Though her sis never say it, but could sense that she will miss her dear sis a lot.

Anyway, For friends who are still studying for exams, COntinue to strive hard, Exams will be over real soon. =>

Single Minded- BuRn WiTh PaSsIoN

Many Thanks to all my supportive friends who have been supporting me one way or other. Especially during my period of low Key. Thanks for being there! =>

Exams are coming soon. And many of us should be preparing for the final challenge for this semester. Somehow, i manage to find the motivation to study but somehow, i just feel that some thing is lacking in my life.
Perhaps, it is just a void in my heart. But sadly, I dunno what it is. I just doesn't feel happy but i really dunno how to explain. This leads me to ask myself:" how come i can be so happy and feels so void sometimes."

I found the answer today. The Sermon today was simply great. It was by our Senior Pastor Khong. HIs Speech on One soul, one mind and one heart. Nobody feels good to be traps in two settings; whenever faced with 2 decision, one always have to make one. The main thing is to be clear, FOcus and stay on track. Dun be hot and cold. The worse thing is to be either hot or cold, lukewarm. MAke a FIRM decision, and STICK with it. Be clear and precise and let ur decision be godly!!

God is Changing my life and i want to commit myself to god. I would let this be my and my master wouldn't be world desires but focus on serving him humbly.

In the Mean time, exams are coming dear friends. Continue to Strive hard and believe that nothing is impossible. Stay Focus and motivated. I believe that ur hardwork would pay off. Last thing to note: pls don't compromise ur health during this period, have sufficient sleep and adequate water.
Anyway if u need some motivation: http://www.nus.edu.sg/osa/guidance/selfhelp/motivate3.html

Hope it is useful. ANyway, lets strike towards our common goal, and plant our flag on the peak of the mountain.