Public Speaking--- Want to IMprove!!!

22/01/05
HAd a very long day indeed.
Went for thumbs up 2 in the morning..
Realized that i am still quite afraid of public speaking.. My Heart seems to be conquer by fear as i start to talk in front of the crowd.. AS i try to rationalize this act, i realize that it could be due to classical conditioning in primary school whereby i was always in the center of ridicule whenever i start to speak. Coz of my mild speech defect in the past.

I thought, this had been gone for so long, and i can only vaguely remember, but still the symptoms never seems to disappear.

But as i went for service in the evening, A pastor Enlighten me through the use of her wisdom and words.

THis was the first time i went for a children's worship session in TC (At marine parade) The Little boys and gals, look so innocent, cute and adorable. They seems to have the *Love me Face, Really can't stand it..

Anyway as the pastor start to speak to the small kids, i realize that i seems to be with them,
PAstor: IN our heart, sometimes there is fear, Perhaps we have done something wrong or we are afraid of something, But we can cast all our anxieties to him, the holy one. He forgive all sins with his power. What we have to do is just filled our hearts with a gratitude for his overwhelming compassion.

IN our heart, 2 Conflicting emotions CAN't stay at the same location. WIth Gratitude, there is no another space left for FEAR to invade in.
*I can DO it!!!*


23/01/05

Hey Cailing Have been so efficient, setting up a blog for for OG again..
She have done it again.
QInlong Shows his THumbs UP!!!
YOu are the Best!!*

My Gf send me a card!! SO nice... Sometimes i feel, that it is the small things in life that touches us. Even a small gift that is full of sincerity can touch us most of the time. Agree? =P

24/01/05

Saw Yumin on the bus today.. Hey!! Dear friends, sometimes if i appear to be cold, i am not okay. MY heart is always warm, but sometimes my shyness gets the better of me.. Cool. Still Trying to improve on that aspect to make it a stable core of my personality = Totally charged up and energized every single day, min and secs.
And do away with the self-consciousness

Went for Lunch with Ivan and YAting.
Treated him to GUild House.. COz we had this healthy competition on the fact that whoever get better results shall treat the other party.
THe Healthy Competition is ON again!! HAha.. Who wanna play aso..

Try to Pia my first assignment of this sem just now..
Didn't leave it to the last min, but there was 1 question that i didn;t know how to do.
Discuss my tutorial with Lihui. I think doing and completing tutorial can be so much fun sometimes, when u finally can solve a question. A pity is that i handed te assignment an hour late.. I hope the lecturer will show grace and not take away the 4 tutorial pts!!