It has been a long time

Growing up process of Qinlong

Wow.. it has been a long time since i last update my blog le. Really busy with so many things in my life. Working and tuition is taking up most of my time. Mm.. havent had mucht time to catch up with most friends also.

However, felt very happy to be able to meet up with some of my OG friends last tweek tues. 14/06/05 Had a really nice chat with u all. It was really awesome. Cailing, Yenleng, kenny and yating were there. Ivan was near us aso.. however only manage to feel his presence. Nice to catch up with u people after a long while.
Anyway, i like the chilling out sessions at macdonalds the most. Whereby, all of us eating our ice-cream.

Mm..Think i really grow a lot during this holiday itself. HAve been experiencing a lot of setbacks, manage to pick myself up along the way. Have been always thingking that there are constantly so many things in life that we can try to pursue. Recognition, fame, money, fitness, thinness etc. Currently, spend most of my time working and giving tuition. Mm.. but i think ultimately, watever i am doing and fulfilling is not the be all and end-all. I must be serving a higher purpose.

As i mention above, went thru quite a lot this holiday. I believe some of us must have went thru the operation on their wisdom tooth. I just went thr mine. It was really some experience. Given the anaesthetic, my mouth was numb and couldnt feel anything as the dentist cut my gum open to remove my wisdom tooth.
Though could not really feel the pain, i admit i was scared and nervous. Mm, all i could think of was images of the lord, my god. I wonder during the operation itself. If this much i have to endure, i can't imagine the pain that he endures.

THe pain started kicking in 45 mins.. was on the mrt on the way home. Was already in great pain, and all alone. Mm.. but guess people in the mrt doesnt seems to be able to notice my pain.. so weird. Really struggle to get my way back home. Was really so grateful to be able to reach back home.
Gotten 5 days of mc.. but went back to work on the third day. Sigh, but i still lost my job anyhow. I believe as a part timer, i must really have left a bad impression from taking 2 days of leave at the last min on my second day of work..

Thinking of a song..

GIve us a heart of compassion,
for a world without vision,
to stand in the gap btw the living and the dead.
we will make a difference...

Thinking about compassion, i wonder what is really happening to the society. Feel so angry 2 days back. Was at jurong east at about 10pm plus on sunday.
knowing that there is still some time before the train arrived, i took out my straits time to read. As the train approaches, i was ghastly shock! There was a man, lying now on the ground, Wearing BRIGHT YELLOW... he was lying so close to the Jurong EAst platform that he literally lie across the yellow line and his fingers were already out on the platform. Looking around. i realize that at least 10 people have form a 180 degree semi circle around him. ONLOOKERS and no body try to help him or pull him away. I Was so Angry... and immediately dash towards him in breakneck speed. The train pulled to a halt, seemingly the driver saw the guy lying on the ground but it still stop past him..

THe thing is, Luckily he is unhurt!! But i can't believe my eyes. What is happening to the world? Can't someobdy just at least pulled him to safety.
I could even hear some of them talking about him as the train stopped there for a period of time.. I was so angry that i tried to stare at all 10 of them there..
Luckily, all is not lost, and somebody help him to his feet.

Hey, dear friends, lets build a community of compassion irregardless of race, sex, age or wat okay. let be the one to help when need be.
Okay.. going to stop here le... tomolo still got work..
C ya friends.. hope to catch up with u all people