Feeling a bit emotional.

Sometimes as i try to analyse myself and think about what i have been doing, i feel so emotionally upset. THough as much as i would like to be part of my friend's life, sometimes, somehow or rather, i have not been doing as much. As a consequence, with that reflection and rumination, it dampen my spirits a bit. However i know that to be happy or not is ultimately a choice that i can choose. Right now, i will continue to decide to stay happy and continue to strive for a balanced life.

Well, update my life a bit. On the 19th, Yating and I went for a volunteer tuition . Initially, felt a bit 'rejected' by the kids, it is as though, through their charming innocent, they had put up a skit of not wanting to get to know us. Gee, but kids are truly innocent and they are just a whole bunch of nice and cutie little pies. Small children who deserve love and care in every sense. However, not very sure on how i can help. This is because, my student, seems to be a bit playful and at the moment, she can't prioritise yet. thus i feel that she must be neglecting her studies to a certain extent. But still i will try my best in fulfiling my role as a senior, mentor or tuition teacher.

Have been very busy lately, trying to pack my events back to back. Hardly had any time to breath. THus this could have contribute to me feeling stressed and a bit sian. Luckily, in the nick of time, Reality dawned on me . Sat down and thought things out clearly. Some of my friends were really encouraging as they msged me online when i seems unhappy. Thanks to the people who put in their time and effort to show me their care and concern. Really felt love and touched by your actions. Next, thanks to my dear dear, who still show concern for me when i am down and out. ANd last but not least, to the holy god who is there to lift up my head to face reality.

Okay, back to life and i still wanna stay focused on the goals that i have set. Perhaps, the road ahead isn't too easy but i will continue to stay determined. Trying to lead a balanced life. DUn think that this is easy but i keep trying. ANyway, continue to stay true to urself and lastly, just wanna say Happy Birthday to IVAN, Anna and my Sister, winnie on the 20th of August. Hope u all enjoyed ur birthday and have a great year ahead. =P