Getting back to normal life

Well, this holiday have had been an experience for me. From having a wondrous holiday with yating and her family in Malaysia, to being constantly sick for many many days that i started to think and reckon that i might never recover. But i did! Praise god. Well, went thru certain things in life during this holiday in which i haven’t had experience before. It ranges from rich experiences to sad, to disturbing to challenging. Well, all in all, this holiday has been bizarre as so many things started happening, molding and shaping me.

Mm, life haven’t had been too good as certain things in life seem to be punishing me and pushing me to unhappy stuff. Certainly no one would feel happy given the situation that I am in. I wasn't exactly happy either. But as i pray to god and give thanks, I realize that there must be something that i can learn from this. I believe that he have a plan for me. What I needed to do is very simple. Just to hand over my deepest and the thing that is troubling me most to him. In which i did and I feel so relieve. Even though, the problem hasn’t been solve as yet. However, i feel a load lifted off my mind. Thanks god for keeping me a sense of peace and security. I believe that in 2006, i would have to trust god more. Have more faith, and allowed him to take over. Well i am still trying.