Plans for the future

It has been a long time since I last blog. Well, Just didn’t feel that I have the time to do so. But well, I am prompted to do so today.

Today, Miss Teo show me a newspaper article on someone who overworks and passed away. It is really sad that someone as young as 29, with such a strong mentality to do well in her work after getting into a top 500 MNC, would passed away. Indeed, I hang on to my belief that being passionate and zealous about something is important and still I believe in going the extra mile for my friends, families or work. Thanks for bringing to my attention on overdoing it. Yes.. Sometimes, just I would need the gentle reminder not to overdo it.

I find myself to be a person with principalities, who like to be given boundaries yet with certain degree of autonomy. I like to be guided in the things that I am doing. That is the skeleton of a certain purpose or agenda in mind. That would suffice and I would prefer to do the rest, instead of being inspected on a per minute basis.

I think I treasures values, my ideas on what is good and godly values. I like to hang on to them. However, conflicts usually arise as and when my close ones can’t perform up to my expectations. It seems like there is a struggle in my inner man in trying to love them and not to fault them on the things and paths they have chosen. Perhaps, I should read up more and talk to people more on conflict management. True, I have tried to focus on the subject instead of the person when dealing with issues. But it seems hard as the 2 things seem to intertwine together.

Well, recently, my dreams, aspirations, ambition has not fades away. I am definitely grateful and happy in my current job. However, all things do not seem perfect. Indeed, there is no perfection in this world. Still, I hang on to my dreams and beliefs. What the mind can conceive and perceive, it can achieved. I would like to fulfilled my purpose and calling of my life.

My current plan is, for the next ten years, I would want to be able to be a fund manager, managing the risk and portfolio of equity and companies. I would like to have the autonomy to search for undervalued stocks and equity and buy them when it is low and selling them when it is high. However, my dreams and ambition does not end here. I would desire to set up a child mentoring centers, from the eleven years onwards, mentoring and teaching the children based on godly values and principalities. By then, I believe that I would have the capital to set up the mentoring centre that I would like to have. I believe that the future generation should be educated since young. With an innate desire to bring out the best in them, I hope for a great generation ahead that would be blessed with the fruits of the spirit. All things are possible with God. I believe god with my plans. Miss Teo, I believe that she would be an experienced social worker by then and would be able to aid out by plans for the 11th year onwards.

I will continue to be proactive in the things I do and make learning my habitual activity.
I thank god for the plans that he has placed in me and I will take up the faith that I would be able to succeed all these plans that I have.